For someone who will never read this...

How come its so hard to let go.....
Everything happens day after day
I should be moving on
But everytime I see you I don't want to let you go
I don't cry
But yet everyday I want to lay down and cry for what you did
I knew then that the moment wouldn't last
How could I be so stupid
Its been too long I wish time could heal
But after so long of being hurt by you there is nothing left
Every time you bring up farther than before
But then you just rip me down even farther than the time before
I plunged head first into a dark abiss
You tell me that your sorry but it never sticks
After all this I should just move on
But I can't seem to let you go
I still want to be close to you
So if you were to ever read this....
Just know I won't be here forever
I understand that you will never feel the same about me
but I must tell you one thing...
You never know what you are missing until its gone
And when I'm gone, please leave me be

~for someone who will never read this