Me...

I realized recently, that I tend to hide who I am in many situations.

I'm not embarrassed...no that's a lie, I actually was embarrassed until now.

So I decided I would share, with whoever is reading this, some things that people don't know about me...

• I love the show gossip girl!
• I sing Miley Cyrus music really loud when I get ready in the morning
• I cried like a baby when Mr. Darcy told Elizabeth he loved her in Pride and Prejudice
• I played rockband for 39 hours over the course of 2 weeks
• I'm terrified of big ships and train bells
• I pretend that I do all this cool stuff...but I usually just sit around at home
• I act like one of the guys, and I say it's because of girl drama...but really i'm just intimidated by all the girls in our grade who are so out-going
• I really do understand most of the work in school...but I am too scared of being embarrassed to answer out loud
• I have liked the same guy off and on since 7th grade, and he couldn't care less about me
• My girl-friends don't really like me that much
• I fight with my sister, but I don't know what i'd do without her
• I will never hip hop dance because i have been embarrassed...but i'm actually not that bad
• My friends tell me they are going to come over, but they end up just hanging out with each other at somebody else's house, and i pretend like I don't care...but it kills me
• I purposely distance myself from the ones I care about the most, for fear of getting hurt

I don't know...some of you may know all that, and lets be honest here...nobody even cares about this stupid stuff. But it's just these little things that i figured i could share with possibly the 1 person that maybe reads this blog. And for me it feels good to say them. I'm gonna add to that list whenever I think of something new, haa. Brace yourself for a whole lot more coming at you from a never ending parade of me! :P haha (just kidding about the last part)