Saturday, January 23, 2010

Smile

Happiness is a gift, an emotion that sneaks up from behind.
when was the last time you were truly happy?
Every second counts so "live like your dying"
Be happy!

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Looking Glass

People come and people go, as you watch them through the looking glass.
They will hurt you and desert you...and all you want to do is hide.
All of those feelings that you just want to throw away...
You can't because they are part of you and by doing so you might lose yourself?
Times like this are when you just sit on your bathroom floor and cry?
Why is it that people can affect us so?
Just a boy or a girl?
Don't ever let your mind keep you from living your life.
Those moments when you experience those feelings...let it out
Don't try to hide them or get rid of them...
They will all pass with time
Close your eyes and take a deep breath...count to ten
...1...

...2...

...3...

...4...

...5...

...6...

...7...

...8...

...9...

...10...

Time...that's all you need.

Watching through the looking glass.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Playoff Time!!

Vikings are officially in the playoffs!!
Our first game today is against the Dallas Cowboys.
Vikings are already ahead of the cowboys 17-3 with 3:46 on the clock in the second quarter.
This is our chance at the superbowl!!
And we are definitely going for it!!
Go Vikes!!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Me...

I realized recently, that I tend to hide who I am in many situations.
I'm not embarrassed...no that's a lie, I actually was embarrassed until now.
So I decided I would share, with whoever is reading this, some things that people don't know about me...
  • I love the show gossip girl!
  • I sing Miley Cyrus music really loud when I get ready in the morning
  • I cried like a baby when Mr. Darcy told Elizabeth he loved her in Pride and Prejudice
  • I played rockband for 39 hours over the course of 2 weeks
  • I'm terrified of big ships and train bells
  • I pretend that I do all this cool stuff...but I usually just sit around at home
  • I act like one of the guys, and I say it's because of girl drama...but really i'm just intimidated by all the girls in our grade who are so out-going
  • I really do understand most of the work in school...but I am too scared of being embarrassed to answer out loud
  • I have liked the same guy off and on since 7th grade, and he couldn't care less about me
  • My girl-friends don't really like me that much
  • I fight with my sister, but I don't know what i'd do without her
  • I will never hip hop dance because i have been embarrassed...but i'm actually not that bad
  • My friends tell me they are going to come over, but they end up just hanging out with each other at somebody else's house, and i pretend like I don't care...but it kills me
  • I purposely distance myself from the ones I care about the most, for fear of getting hurt
I don't know...some of you may know all that, and lets be honest here...nobody even cares about this stupid stuff. But it's just these little things that i figured i could share with possibly the 1 person that maybe reads this blog. And for me it feels good to say them. I'm gonna add to that list whenever I think of something new, haa. Brace yourself for a whole lot more coming at you from a never ending parade of me! :P haha (just kidding about the last part)