Silent Night

I look to the sky as the clouds move in
There is a storm coming
Why bother with the sky
Theres not much to think about
When the change sets in
You talk of how people don't care
But yet you are just blind
You cant see when i look at you
I want more than just a fake smile and a gentle laugh
All i want is for you to say those words that I said to you so many years ago
The words i will never say but that i fear get stronger and stronger everyday
The first fight we had ended bad
I awoke the next morning to your apologies
The only choice i had was to say no and push you away
In the end I couldn't hide it anymore
But this time it was different...
You were gone, changed into something else
I had lost you, and I fear you may be gone for good
You speak of regret
So i wait for the change that doesn't come
Life is not a movie
As much as I dream and tell myself that everything will work out
Sometimes I just don't want it too
Because i know that when that time comes...
I would have lost you.

My Silent K night...