Choices

At our age, people don't really think very far into the future. We think we are on top of the world, the only thing that is waiting for us is college and getting out of the house. Most people can't wait until that happens, and for some it won't happen at all. There are so many things waiting for us in our futures. Marriage, family, school...death. Have you ever thought about what will happen when those come? Maybe being back in high school won't be bad at all. You look back at the past and see how far you have come, and you look to the future and see how far you have to go. People underestimate how long they have to do the things they want. You don't have a gauranteed future. If you really think about it...those past years have gone by fast. Who says your future will go by any slower?
So why is everyone in such a big hurry to grow up?
Why can't we all live for today instead of worrying about tomorrow? So just remember:

"Turn off your mind, relax
And float down stream
Is it not dying.
Lay down all thought
Surrender to the void
It is shining
That you may see
The meaning of within
It is being
That love is all
And love in everyone
It is knowing
That ignorance and hate
May mourn the dead
It is believing
But listen to
The color of you dreams
It is not living
Or play the game
Existence to the end
Of the beginning"
-The Beatles
'Tomorrow Never Knows'

Family

A family is the gift given to you on the day you were born. They are always there for you no matter what happens throughout your life. Sometimes you may bicker and fight, but in the end you know you love them and they love you. So when family comes together, it should be no surprise, that crazy things happen all the time. When you are all together different things are constantly happening. Personally, if you were to look up the definition of weird online, I'm sure it would probably have something like this:

"The Schulz Family"

If you were to come to just one of our family dinners, you would definetly get your fair share of crazy. It would be dinner and a show :P Anyways, I am rambling...once again. Pretty much the reason for this blog is to just remind people (teenagers in particular) that no matter how much you may fight, your family will always love you. When your friends are gone, your family will still be there. So just walk up to your parents and tell them you love them...because I know from experience that most teenagers do not say that enough.

S.T.A.T.E '09

There's a certain feeling you get when the crowd starts to cheer

You don't know what to think you don't know how you got here

So you take a deep breath and breathe in the air

The taste of chlorine saturates it there

When you get up on the blocks

You don't look at the clocks

There is just you and the pool

Stretching out in front starts to rule

You head as you here "take your mark" it all changes

Your thoughts all shift and everything else ranges

From nothing to something in a fraction of a second

When the gun goes off your future is beckoned

The water rushes by

Its a sort of high

When you hit the wall
You just want to fall

It's exhausting but worth it

When you know what you want to get

And you know in the end it doesn't matter if you lose

Because just being there is all the you need to move

You towards your dream

Flying high above the sea

Miss Samantha Stanley

There is this girl in our grade
that you all know so well
who is quirky and weird
and is mighty swell
Her laugh is contagious
and always changing
If you catch her at the right time
you'll find her fishanging
What is that you ask?
Well you see...
It's when you go fishing
with your friends' Kim and Lee
There are many things she does
that some people find odd
and those who know her
would answer with a nod
but the thing with this girl
is that she is a great friend
that does some strange things
but we don't care in the end :D

????ummm????

Have you ever just completly spaced on something to say, right in the middle of a conversation

or something? I tend to do that a lot. Take right now for example. There are so many things to

right about, that I have absolutley no idea where to start. I feel like I have been posting too

many videos and poems and stuff. I have been trying to mix it up, but frankly I am fresh out of

ideas. Therfore my blog is getting kind of...well...boring, to say the least. So hey, if you have any

ideas at all, they would be much appreciated. Haha :P

I Don't Dance!!

Hey BATTA BATTA...SWWIIINNGG!!

The awesome chronicals of yet another superb video by the clan of freaks :P

Silent Night

I look to the sky as the clouds move in
There is a storm coming
Why bother with the sky
Theres not much to think about
When the change sets in
You talk of how people don't care
But yet you are just blind
You cant see when i look at you
I want more than just a fake smile and a gentle laugh
All i want is for you to say those words that I said to you so many years ago
The words i will never say but that i fear get stronger and stronger everyday
The first fight we had ended bad
I awoke the next morning to your apologies
The only choice i had was to say no and push you away
In the end I couldn't hide it anymore
But this time it was different...
You were gone, changed into something else
I had lost you, and I fear you may be gone for good
You speak of regret
So i wait for the change that doesn't come
Life is not a movie
As much as I dream and tell myself that everything will work out
Sometimes I just don't want it too
Because i know that when that time comes...
I would have lost you.

My Silent K night...

Change

There's a lot that goes through your mind before your life changes...

Who did this?
What is going on?
Where did I go wrong?
When did this happen?
Why me?
How did I let this happen?

And by then it's over...